A new beginning

Ist`s been a while.....

And I`m about to make a big step towards my future.
I`m moving.
Away.
Into a new City! It was my biggest wish in the beginning of the year, just to finally move out of my old home, the City I grew up in, into a new surrounding. Starting a new life there.
My very own life.
Away from my Family and old friends. Now I`m about to do that big step. And I feel anxious.
Its so weird. Suddenly you get Aware of all the things, all the privileges you have whilst living with your Family and maybe you realize how, actually, hard it is to run your own household. (I haven`t moved yet, but I spent a lot of time alone at home the past couple months^^)

~How much Food do I Need on a weekly basis? What cleaning material is the best? Which paperwork has to be done? Do I really Need to take this shelf with me?~

Also it made me realize, that I`m going to miss more things, than I actually thought I would.
I`m so torn by my Feelings. I Had a couple of days where I felt unsure about all my decision I`ve made this year.
But I try to be positive. I had a pretty bad year so far. Now It only CAN GET BETTER! :)

Another fact, I`ll share my flat with 3 other People. All from different places and all new to the City :)
I`ve met them very briefly and I´m excited. They`re all really nice and I think I`ll get alone with them. But also, of course, I`m hunted by the thought, that maybe we`d hate each other and the plan of a shared flat won´t work out!

I`m writing this post sitting between cardboard boxes. I`m not done packing yet. In fact I just started and I`m a Little overwhelmed.
I own A LOT things and I already see, that I have to leave some stuff behind.